This month is my
final month!!! HOLY COW!!! I have made it to the last month, and I hope to find
it rewarding. I really wanted to be finished by the end of the year, so instead
of my normal week break in between the fasts, I am only taking one day and then
starting the prayers on Monday morning. I hope I don’t regret this.
I always try to
have an idea or goal of what I think I should be learning or what I think God
will try to teach me. After eight areas of my life being focused on, and me
getting it wrong EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. I am just going to trust that God is
going to do something wonderful in my life, and the lives of those I am praying
for this month (even if that something wonderful doesn’t happen this month).
Purpose: To take 7 times during my day to pause and focus on communicating
with God on things that are important in my life.
Times
and Areas to Pause:
6am- Thanksgiving and Gratitude
8am- Being a Christ-like example/making
good choice (this is done with the Children)
10am- The Church (both local and “the”
church) and Leaders
2pm- Me. My needs/desires/purpose
5pm- Poverty and Orphans (this is also done
with the children-sometimes)
9pm- The lost/broken/hurting
11pm- My family
This is a VERY general outline of what my
PLAN is (who knows if I will stick with it or if God has other plans). I have things all listed out in my little
notebook for each time I pause to pray. Monday’s prayers will look very
different than Wednesday’s prayers… and so on. Some days I have people listed
by name to be praying for at certain times of the day, some days I have more
general things to be praying for.
Fears:
I
will forget. I hope to be
able to actually take the time to pray and not get lost in my day and the
things that need to get done. It is a very busy time of year, I really hope I
make this a priority.
I
won’t connect. With God-I
pray it is not mechanical and just a read the names of the list of who should
be getting prayers for the day. With People-I pray I make some genuine
connections and God leads me to people that He wants me to be praying for by
name this month.
I
won’t see results. I know
this is a very real possibility because God does things in His time, not ours. But
I would like to have some sort of “sign” that this month/year was purposeful (I
have no idea what that even looks like… ).
If you have something you would like me to specifically be praying for, please let me know. I am honored to do it.
I am very much looking forward to this
month. I can’t wait to see what God has in store. I am also terrified that this
fasting experience is coming to a close. I have no idea what (if anything) is
next.
Thanks for joining me on the journey!
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