Oh. My. Word!!! This month is going to be hard to swallow! I
already hate this month (that I thought would be such a great break and really
enjoy). You should never, ever ask people what they think about you and/or the
roles in your life unless you REALLY want to hear some hard truths. I know this
month will enlighten me and be good for me in the long run… but the first week
during my “research” phase is a bit traumatizing to say the least. And here is
the thing… no one is telling me things I don’t already know about myself or
what I should or shouldn’t be doing… it is just tough to hear it!
I will be the first person to tell you I have faults… lots of
them! And I fall short more frequently than I like to admit, but Jesus is doing
a number on my heart. I’m still in the bitter
“dang it!” phase where I am becoming painfully aware of how much I try to take
control and run the show (and fail miserably) as I am examining things this
week. But I am hoping that I come out a better woman on the other side.
Here’s to hoping this ends up well (and not in a psych ward:))
by the end of the month!
And to keep my sanity (and because I haven’t posted a pic in a
while)… Here is how I know I/we haven’t completely failed as parents! :) Landen
made the decision to accept the Lord, and took Him on in baptism Sunday!!! I love how the
Lord gives us those glimmers of hope to remind us we aren’t totally screwing
them up for the rest of their lives. :)
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| My favorite moment... Eric was beyond proud and I was a bucket of tears! |
Thanks for joining me on the journey!
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